omg !!!!

i made him angry... arr... sobz.. feel so so so bad.. n so sad.. =(

shitz..

dui bu qi !!!!! arr.. didnt do it on purpose..
i promise there will not be a second time... really..

-promise-

i m back wif updates.. yipee... been a week or so since i graduated.. gotta look for a job in may soon ! haha.. its been havoc man.. cant use a single word to describe my life.. muahaha.,.

friday - 15 april

did not meet up wif dill, rh n wee in the end.. cos they couldnt book out in time.. hehe.. nvm la.. so i went home.. acc my mama.. hehe..

saturday - 16 april

slacked at home.. hehe..
till my dad came home.. hiak.. details not to be mentioned.. i jus feel veri veri sad la..
went out to meet wee, rh, dill, spencer, jr, az, hc and weiling at wala wala..
for god know wat reason.. i started to cry n cry there.. its like suddenly i m undergoing a depression mood.. hiak.. zhen thanks for being there for mi k? hiak..

sunday - 17 april

went to sentosa wif dill, rh, wee, spencer, hanz, weiling, kokwee, regine, hc, qinglai, kelvin, zijian n stella.. had a good chat wif rh.. its betw us.. haha.. he mentioned alot of things tt realli set mi into deep tots..
az n lz came to look for us.. so we went to have girls' talk too ! haha..
after which all of us headed down to harbour front hawker to have dinner cos all of us were super duper hungry.. lol.. after dinner all of us went home..
sad to say.. i was realli feeling veri veri down.. sorrie part time !!
dumb dumb called mi n talked.. i was realli veri veri angry..

when i reached home.. another round of drama hur.. mi n my mom ended in tears comforting each other.. wat the hell.. -_- haiz.. was so so so depressed tt i couldnt talk on the phone when lucas called..

wat can i say.. i was realli feeling terrible.. was thinking thru the night..

monday - 18 april

woke up early to meet lucas.. cos i'm going sentosa !! yipee.. he gave mi a bottle of seashells tt he picked from redang.. its super duper nice !!! hee.. thankz..
off to sentosa! n god knows it started raining !! wail.. jitao horrible..
waited for the rain to stop n we went to catch "who knows"
erm.. practicalli wasnt concentrating on the movie.. my mind wasnt in the right mood..
had dinner n talked to him.. seriously was feeling veri sad.. but i guess i did not show it at all..

reached home called part time started crying le..
jitao sucky lo.. been crying for these few days.. shitz..

tuesday - 19 april

met up wif lz to buy az's present.. talked to her.. n she said i did the right thing.. lolz..
shopped around orchard.. combed taka, wisma, paragon, heeren, etc..
hoped tt she will like it ba.. =pPp n i bought my levis square-fit jeans.. its veri pretty! ahha..
rushed off for my tuition.. hee.. horrible kids.. lolz..
received lucas' msg at night.. saying he came to a decision blah blah blah..
end up tok to him for whole night also dont know wat he toking.. -_-

wednesday - 20 april

met up wif az n off to sentosa we go ! hehe..
realli a girl's talk there.. gal.. thanks for listening to mi.. n u yourself dont so fan k? cheer up !
went home.. n stil deciding if i should join them at zouk ltr..
in the end i stil went.. met up wif lucas at cck n took a cab down..
tt zhu tou made mi cry hor! ji dan..
meet up wif lz ,az n her frens outside zouk..
e music tt night was not bad.. but not realli in a dancing mood ba..
till towards the ltr part.. tt idiot jiansheng said i ying dang !! -_-
ji dan.. lolz.. went off early wif lucas.. cos he got to book in camp..
n such a miracle tt i did not slp when i reached home.. i was stil watching vcd.. dumb mi..
seriously.. its the happiest day for mi.. haha..

thursday - 21 april

slept almost the whole day i tink? haha.. met up wif lucas for lunch..
couldnt rem wat i did.. think is slack at home? haha.. n trying to figure out my dumb com..

friday - 22 april

woke up early to meet az to shop for her stuffs for her chalet.. so so so so tired man ! grrr..
went to sembawang to meet her.. haha.. two cute gals going around the supermarket.. walking rounds n rounds.. muahahah.. ltr hc n lucas came to help her..
n wif her dad's help we carried the things to her hse.. slack there awhile then transport the rest of the things down to the chalet aloha changi is it? haha..
checked in n all.. n mi az hc lucas plus az's parents went to have dinner... haha.. realli veri homely ar.. muahaha... then her parents fetch mi go tuition.. keke.. =pPp

after tuition.. met up wif dill wee n rh n head down to the chalet tog.. think part time mood veri bad tt day.. so dont dare to tok to him.. haha.. slacked at the chalet.. played mj.. but i onli play a bit nia.. then throw give rh play le.. lolz.. realli too too tired to concentrate ar.. so i went to slp le !!!! but onli slept for less than 1 hour.. sobz


saturday - 23 april

woke up n started to disturb e gals!!! hahahhaa... woke weiling, charlene n az up.. i n weiling took turns to jump beside lz... n she so power !! jitao lie flat there slp... dotz.. hahaha..

went off wif lucas cos he got to book in.. n i got to go home.. went home n instead of resting see my mom crying.. stayed up n acc her.. finalli took a rest... n got woken up by nigel's call !!!!!!!!! say wanna play mj... wah... shag ar..

made my way down to az's chalet.. jitao got the shag look on my face.. lolz.. on the way met agnes.. n she was complaining to mi abt her job.. haha.. so cartoon..

basicalli was bbq-ing.. buffet... mj... toking... blah blah blah.. n its az's birthday !!!

should have jus stayed downstairs man.. the moment i went up.. part time they all ask mi play five-ten n drink le.. shitz.. drink until i veri veri bloated ar... plus super tired.. so i went to slp..


sunday - 24 april

happi birthday girl !!!! muackz... =)
the next thing i knew it was i woke up n vomited.. think no one dare to drink milo le la.. haha.. once i vomited i jitao super awake.. n they throw mi to slp wif wx.. 2 drunk gals... haha.. so funni ar.. in the end i cant slp.. cos part time they all were haha.. fighting? i also dont know how to describe haha..

in the end az told mi she's veri sad.. so i acc her to the next room wif gary, beng, soulmate n js.. si gary.... keep saying mi... ji dan... haha... i jitao like princess man.. cos i veri hungry then az say whu lose go down take food for mi.. muahahah.. then acc girl to take her presents.. lolz.. hope u like it k ? =pPp

talked n slacked till morning... helped her clear up awhile.. then i jus sat down on the sofa n ko le... haha.. lucky js offered to send mi home.. haha..
haha.. he jitao make mi fly man.. keep calling mi xiao ke ai.. cartoon.. lolz..

went home slp until lucas called n woke mi up.. went out n meet him.. veri tired ar !!! watched infection... both of us super blur abt wat the movie is showing.. super duper lame show lo... -_-
went queenstown there for stringray !!!!! yummi hahaa...

had a heart to heart tok wif him.. erm.. found out alot of things.. haha.. tts for both of us to know.. shhh..

went home n ko le... realli veri veri tired ar !!!

monday - 25 april

slept all the way till 3 pm wor.. realli zhu ar.. haha..
n i did sth stupid !!! i went to cut my hair again !!! i went to cut it short !!! omg... lolz.. disaster!
js called when i was cutting hair.. haha.. jitao cartoon.. for god know wat reasons he keep calling mi xiao ke ai haha..
n he casualli said he wanna come find mi ltr... tot he's kidding.. n in the end he realli came to look for mi.. so we tok tok n tok.. ended up told him abt lucas.. lol..
n he drew a lot of conclusions for mi.. haha.. chatted wif him all the way till 1 plus 2 ar..

ah ha ! i m blogging at ky's hse again..

thursday - 7 april

-pondering-
wat did i do today? lol.. its my second paper today !! n i did not study much.. omg !!
went for the exam half-heartedly.. lol..
but its stil alright ! yipee.. lol..

met up wif lucas n we went to holland's thai express for dinner !
gosh.. i had a fright man ! tt zhu tou ordered damn alot of things.. -_-
haha.. its such an accomplishment tt we managed to finish most of it..

-2 paper down, 2 more to go!-

friday - 8 april

haa.. supposed to go qaas lesson.. but i overslept muahaha.. piggy mi..
went to ky hse after all to get tips from nigel n bao..
played mj.. n kaoz.. its the first time i lost so so much..
did not game at all lo.. n stil tio nigel bao lo.. -_-

went for tuition.. n met up wif part time @!
hee.. he made the plastic name keyring for moi.. had dinner then went home le..

saturday - 9 april

woke up super duper early to settle my visa mini stuffs..
initial plan was to go study but diao.. got psycho by lucas to go zoo..
met up wif him n we headed down to cck to meet up wif the rest - junrong, ronghua, aizhen, her cousin, jeremy and cheewee..
n off to the zoo we go !!

realli had lotsa fun there.. haha.. lazy to mention e details..
we went down to holland v.. had dinner at xo there..
the auntie was damn damn attitude.. realli made every single one of us pissed off..
spencer n hc came to join us..
after which lucas went off to meet up wif his frens while we went to breko to look for dillon n weiling then proceeded to wala wala..
lotsa photo taking session n craps going round haha.. superb day.. =)

sunday - 10 april

went to bugis to study.. n sadly did not accomplish anything hor !
my paper's on monday.. n yet.. i m slacking away.. haiz..
met up wif spencer cos he wanted to pass mi the infra red port..
then part time came to find mi.. n since i cant study.. we went shopping !

omg.. i jitao spent a bomb.. 100 plus i think..bought perfume, ear rings, a belt, a beach shorts and a veri interesting top.. muahaha..
went home early to study.. tsk tsk..

monday - 11 april

my qaas paper !! lucky its quite easy.. yipee..
sometimes i realli wonder if i will ever be tt lucky.. tsk..
went out wif ky after tt.. was in a veri veri bad mood.. haiz..

spent a bomb again.. bought tops and a belt..
after tt went home n tried so hard to study for my last paper..
sadly.. as expected not much done huh...

-3 more down ! 1 more to go-

tuesday - 12 april

n i did not study again ! realli realli wondering if i m having exams or holiday man..
got woken by lucas.. yawn.. acc him to orchard cos he wanted to get beach pants..
went to pasta mania for lunch.. yum yum !

decided to go kbox.. lol.. n sing n sing n sing..
went home cos i have a paper next day.. but lol.. tt zhu tou was tempted by the night market at my hse area.. so acc him..

this is the worse paper man ! i totalli totali have zero concentration.. hiak..
forcing all the facts into my dumb head..till i nearly gave up..
zzzzzz

wednesday - 13 april

this day marks my freedom man !!!!!! oh man.. i waited for like dont know how long.. haha..
the paper completely sucks man.. i finished it in an hour.. its not cos i realli know how to do.. i realli completely know nuts abt it.. hiak..

went to ronghua hse to put my stuff.. n tt zhu tou aka lucas so dumb.. he actualli came all the way down to look for mi.. dot.. slack n waited for rh to prepare.. then we went to river valley for dinner.. my mood totalli changed when i reach there.. received a call.. realli on the verge of crying.. n rh was also not in a veri good mood.. so both of us was super duper quiet on our way to zouk.. lucas was trying so hard to entertain both of us.. ar.. i appeared veri normal la.. stil joke wif him n all..

haha.. 3 of us reached zouk at a super duper timing.. or should i say we were one of the first to arrived.. muahaha.. so kuku lo ! haha.. cindy n esther came after awhile.. was toking to rh abt e phone call jus now.. trying so hard to control my tears.. hiak.. then whu knows i jus cried there.. so so malu.. -_- went out walk walk wif lucas.. tok to him.. thanks alot ar! muackz..

when we came back almost everyone was there alreadi? its like such a big crowd so so happening ! got aizhen, lingzi, junrong, ronghua, cindy, esther, cheewee, hongchon, marcus, wenxin, wenxin's fren, qinglai, samathan, vivian, joey, merf, karin, shufen, felicia n her frenz..
saw fyan there.. so happi to see him .. lol..

super memorable night hur.. think onli a few know wat i toking abt.. first time ever danced on the platform.. veri veri fun.. haha.. but so sad tt the music tt night wasnt veri nice.. n due to the lack of slp.. i was feeling so restless n tired..

took a cab wif lucas, hc n shufen.. send hc to ky's hse cos he veri seh liao.. wanted to send lucas home too.. cos he also not any better la hur.. in e end.. sat under ky blk tok n waited for him to clear up first before i called a cab for him.. wah... yuan lai take care of seh ppl so tiring de..

went back to ky hse n was alreadi so tired.. did not wan to play mj de.. cos i realli veri tired le.. but in the end dont know why lack 1 player.. so hiakk.. anything ba..

today marks the end of my sch life..happi.. so mani things happened.. should i be happi?
mayb i m.. but i cant rite? or watever man.. dotz

thursday - 14 april

reached home at 10 plus.. n i stil watched tv blah blah blah.. till i finalli fell aslp..
got woken up by lucas' call !!!! arrrr.. so tired.. after toking i went back to slp again..
n got woken by his call again.. -seh- told him to tk care of himself n have fun n off to slp..

practicalli slept the whole day.. had a conference call wif dill n rh.. ha.. so funni ar.. both of them keep arguing.. muhaha.. right.. i know wat i should do le.. thanks u guys.. =) jus need some assurance from u all.. tts all.. =p

friday - 15 april

slack n ya.. i m at ky hse playing com.. haha.. got to go tuition centre there ltr..
n meet up wif rh dill n cw for some talking sessions.. =) ciaoz.. !

been mani mani days since i last updated... shhezz... my com's down again.. wail.. its a good thing man.. sobz.. back to my updates.. provided i rem them hur..

tuesday - 28 march

erm.. spend my day slacking i think plus some studying at ky's hse.. n after which is tuition with the kids.. thats a horrible tuition day.. 2 of my kids started fightin! omg.. geez.. -_- n tts the first i ever blow up in front of them.. hiak hiak..

wednesday - 29 march

had mass T test.. omg.. i jitao forgot everything.. such a disaster.. n there i was copying away for e whole paper.. terrible.. after sch went to clementi to deliver my mini visa linkage form.. n ky came to fetch mi.. played mj wif them.. initial didnt wanna play cos i dont have money to lose !! muahaha.. but in the end i stil won.. lucky mi.. went home early.. n slacked thru out e night..

thursday - 30 march

was planning to stay at home, be a good gal n study study n study.. ha.. i gave up to temptation.. met up wif lucas to go sentosa.. b4 i took the bus.. he called n said he was raining there ! omg.. so sad... so we headed to town.. caught miss congenality 2... its a nice show ! yipee... lucas treated mi to dinner at a shop call "pizza" at wisma.. yum yum..
went to cine kbox... jitao fun lo.. tried a lot of songs tt i did not sing b4 hahha... =pPp
took a cab home wif him.. so so so so so tired !!

friday - 1 april

happi april food day !!! early morning.. i got tricked.. by someone.... jitao dotz lo... tt stupid lucas msg mi n played a trick on mi... sheee.. slacked at home the whole day till my tuition time !
the kids are haha... what can i say... they are simply cute man.. but they can be horrendrous at times too.. lol.. half way thru my tuition.. lucas called.. n he "created" such a big commotion in my tuition class.. omg.. jitao dotz..
anyway met up wif him at jp n we took a cab down to cuppage to meet up wif the rest.. erm.. got cw, rh, cindy, az, lz, wx, ql, hc, hanz, jr and jerm.. sang onli 1 song.. lolz.. too much ppl le.. after wards.. went out to have a talk wif zhen gal.. its girls' talk ! so.. details not mentioned.. after wards.. jr n lz came out to look for us.. then jerm.. then ronghua.. haha.. n there we are discussing abt erm.. guys? lolz.. no.. on wat makes us happi? haha...
went to swensen's... took some pictures.. n went home... zZZZZzzzzzzz

saturday - 2 april

went to clementi mac to study.. as to why i go all the way there... i shall not say anymore..
part time came to find mi n we went to malay coffee shop for ban mian !!! yummi.. then we went to westmall.. n i saw my bag !!! exactly the bag i saw 1 year ago... i so wanted to get my hands on it !! its on my wishlist !!! =pPp

sunday - 3 april

went to bugis to pray wif my mama.. then to burger king for some studying.. sadly.. these few days i did not accomplish much progress in studies.. hiak.. my paper is like on tuesday.. lucas came over to acc mi.. haha.. tt guy even went to purchase some books.. surprising hur? but the books he bought were quite interesting..
couldnt concentrate anymore.. so went to bugis junction walk around n all.. n went to watch wedding date !! superb show..... lolz.. its realli veri veri romantic, veri cute n veri nice ! lolz.. thumbs up !!
part time came to look for us.. then we went over to meet up wif zz ql spencer n hanz..
in the end mi, zz, part time n lucas went to ktv... its the fourth time i went ktv this week !! -_- but i realli had a great time there... lolz.. i started to take alot alot alot of pictures wif lucas' phone.. lol.. till memory full !!! then i took wif part time's phone.. haha.. had alot of stupid pics wif zz.. jitao laugh till i peng haha... then i set wallpaper in part time n lucas' phones.. muahahaha !!!

monday - 4 april

went to bp mac to study./... hiak.. no motivation to study at all.. was drifting away from my books every few secs.. lolz.. went home to take a rest... till night.. wanted to study.. jus then lucas called.. n all the way till mn.. lolz.. went to slp after tt again.. lolz.. -_-

tuesday - 5 april

my first paper !!! omg.. woke up a few hours earlier to read thru abit.. n as usual i gave up to temptation.. watched a date with vampire 2.. lolz... studied n understand abit.. off to the examination room le..
surprisingly the paper was freaking easy.. lolz.. do until i jitao happi.. lucky i did not read much.. lolz.. haha.. i m so like in a holiday mood now... doesnt seems tt i m having exams hur... hopefully i will be able to pull thru the next few papers..
went for tuition again.. some misunderstanding occured.. but its ok.. n the kids are sweet today.. they are so obedient .. lolz.. =)

- 1 paper down! -

wednesday - 6 april

was so damn tired... slept like no one's business.. yawnz !!!
woke up by lucas' msg... -_- went to westmall for lunch wif him....muahaha.. the purpose of going there was to get the bag !!!! i finally saved up enough to buy the bag.. so so so happi... lolz.. went walk walk around then.. then played arcade wif him.. haha.. horrible man.. he always win mi de.. =(
went to burger king to study... while tt pig went home to slp.. lol.. ky came to look for mi... n after afew hours.. both of us couldnt concentrate.. so here am i at his hse... typing my blog... cos my internet's down !! n my bro dont wanna fix it... so sad....

whoo whoo... had a fantastic long weekend break man.. hee.. =)

.::Friday::.
hee... i woke up damn damn damn damn damn early man.. haha.. so mani "damn-s" hur.. lolz.. must be a real achievement for mi.. lol.. n it realli is.. i woke up at 10 ! hahha..anyway.. yuppie.. i rushed down to amk to meet up wif cheewee n dillon.. lolz..

supposingly to go chee wee hse de.. then whu knows they suggest go watch movie.. so go lo.. lolz.. went junction 8 walk walk around... erm.. watched eye10 not a veri nice show also.. lolz.. alright though.. =pPp after which went to get the bbq stuffs, spencer's bday gift n cake.. n went back chee wee hse rest awhile.. b4 proceeding to jerm's hse...

right right.. i shall not mention the details la.. its jus so haiz..... go see hc or chee wee's blog for full detailz.. muahaha...

.::Saturday::.
went off at 10 plus or 12 plus.. forgot.. haha.. wasnt feeling well man.. stomach ache making super weak n all.. haiz... went to eat at bedok interchange.. did not even have the appetite to eat.. n went home wif lucas hc dillon n rh.. was alreadi on the verge of crying le.. cos the pain realli killing mi man..

i cried inside the mrt.. so so so embarrassed ! due to the excruciating pain.. n black out for like a few seconds.. nearly fell down the stairs.. its so damn drama!! -_- so lucas dillon n rh took cab n send mi home.. thanks thanks alot guys =) thanks thanks lucas for sending mi up to my doorstep.. =)

took a rest at home.. n whu knows my bro went out after awhile.. leaving mi feeling super paranoid.. so i went to ky's hse.. n it so happened tt the guys were playing mj there.. helped ky play a few rounds.. wasnt even concentrating at all.. even zha hu ! diao.. lolz.. in the end i jus fell aslp on his bed.. muahaha.. super tired ar..

.::Sunday::.
oh... its sentosa day !!!! n i overslept.. supposed to meet weiling at 10.. but i woke up at 10 haha.. stun ar.. sorrie gal~ quickly woke up n call part time.. met him at 11 at harbour front.. haha.. i super man.. within 1 hr i managed to reach there.. lolz.. yipee !..

its like super alot of ppl man... got ronghua, dillon, cheewee, lucas, mi, hanz, puwen, spencer, jeremy, junrong, zizhong, marcus, qinglai, wenxin, weiling, shufen n qiuyan.. jitao havoc ar.. lolz.. played indian hse.. so fun !! n tired.. -_- ran like hell... no one save mi.. =( n i went back to take a rest.. cos my mood wasnt veri good.. n in the end kanna con by every one of them !! got throw down the water again... dotz.. cant believe i so toopid.. lol.. continued playing games..

went to suntec for dinner.. buffet ! woah.. super duper delicious.. haha.. =) actualli called zz to buy cake for shufen.. cos its her bday.. but was quite disappointed wif the response.. i dont know how to say it man.. kinda haiz.. but nvm.. lol.. i went off wif lucas to buy her cake in the end.. whhee..
the buffet was superb.. lolz.. dessert was superb ! lolz.. celebrated shufen's bday.. lolz.. took pictures n all.. shall upload it next time.. too lazy to do so now.. haha...

took cab home wif shufen.. tok abt her jobs n stuffs.. lolz.. nice talking to her.. =) went home.. wanted to study.. but no mood.. haiz.. shall not mention the details here... lucas stil called mi n niam mi to study.. -_- like my mama lidat.. muahaha..

.::Monday::.
n tts today ! woke up at 730 to study.. cos no progress the previous night lol.. n i completed it within half an hr.. bravo ! went for the test.. surprisingly quite easy lolz..

accompanied sz to library... but i left after awhile.. met up wif lucas.. n we went ktv !!! az n her fren, shuzhong -is it lidat spell?? i dont know muahaha- came to join us.. i made a new fren again ! haha.. went to meet up wif lz n the ever super duper ultimate lame n rubbish guy-kenneth at sakae for buffet.. lolz.. wah... shuang man.. full like siao.. lolz..

met up wif zz for some pool session at lucky plaza.. lolz.. tok to tt kenneth.. i alreadi half dead liao.. jitao super li hai suan wo lo ! -_- muahaha... left early wif lucas cos needa go home.. haha.. skipped into some levis shop to look look around.. before we went off...

simple in the mood for playing hur ! so mani more activities coming up.. no time for studies! omg.. gotta buck up soon k! haha.. =) ciaos..

today i had so much emotions running through mi.. alot of things i wanna voiced out... not angry.. not sad... more of disappointed ba.. shall elaborate ltr..

.:: Wednesday::.
had the role-play interview today.. wore formal to school.. haha.. veri interesting.. n i got nice comments from the teacher.. did not know tt i did so well... was so nervous when i went in till i couldnt speak at all !! lolz.. but in the end i did well... all thanks to spencer... he guided mi the previous night lol..

went for cls farewell party in the afternoon.. took lotsa pictures.. but wasnt enjoying myself at all.. more of like observing things ba.. so caught in the middle.. i realli dont know wat to do.. its like tearing myself into half lo.. think kiat will know wat i meant ba.. it realli hurts mi to see things come to this state lo.. haiz.. besides tt i realli do noticed abt alot other things too...
ppl often say appearances doesnt matter.. but think carefully.. all ur little actions state otherwise.. there's alot of hidden meanings behind tt sentences..

i realli left the farewell thingy feeling quite down... veri depressed.. veri disappointed...

.::Thursday::.
went for massT tutorial.. haiz.. dont wanna mention the details k.. i realli feel so sad...i realli hope tt the barrier betw u gals will be over soon.. haiz..
met up wif zhen gal at harbour front.. lol.. i made a new fren today.. haha.. n tts kenneth.. the super duper ultimate lame n rubbish guy..
i was in a real dead mode when i met him.. couldnt crap back wif him.. the bits n pieces of tt thing realli did affected mi alot..
3 of us sun tanned.. played cards.. learned a new game today again.. veri interesting game.. a few magic tricks lolz..

after the sentosa trip.. mi n zhen went to holland v to meet up wif shufen n co... cos she asked us out for dinner to celebrate her bday.. =) went to shufen's restaurant to meet her wif her n beng.. can u believe it she's the co-owner of the restaurant...

i loved the restaurant to every bits man... the ambience is so damn nice... n the food are simply delicious... omg... cheewee mi zhen beng shufen dillon lingzi n rh was there.. crapped around n everything.. i dont know why the emotional spell hit mi again... suddenly i was damn freaking pms.. i realli cant help being bothered by it..

i left early... came home.. sat in front of the com.. n typed all these... i realli damn disappointed n sad abt wats going on... seriously its my first time i cried bcos of friendship... i realli did cry now.. couldnt care less.. shall blog everything out.. i can see everything falling apart betw the gals n yet i dont know wat i can do.. i feel so helpless.. not to mention the gals.. the guys also..

come on.. admit it.. every friendship has its ups n downs.. n u cant expect it to be so damn smooth sailing.. why cant ppl jus forgive n forget... i know the gals used to isolate mi for awhile.. n true enough.. i realli did grumble abt their attitude.. but i will stil treat them as my frens.. forget everything... yes.. i admit mayb some of them do have attitude... n mayb even mi at times.. but no one's perfect...

u all had our happi times together... n now bcos of a stupid short-coming or fault u found in each other's character.. things turned ugly ? how would u feel if u are the innocent party ??

and for those ppl whu keep thinking we girls have a poor attitude.. n not friendly or sociable n all... go back n think abt ur attitude then.. stop picking on us.. have u even tot tt u ppl treat us indifferently.... or bcos u ppl showed us attitude first... i realli did a serious tot man.... i can even swear to god tt i treat u ppl even better than how u ppl treat us lo... i dont give attitude un-necessarily... i always even try to appear cheerful so tt no one will get affected... n not onli mi.. i am sure sz they all also lidat...

go back n think of ur fucking attitude man......... since when i did i showed attitude to u ppl without any reason..... u ppl realli pissed mi off.. n to think tt u all only seems to know on picking on other's weakness.... why not the other way round... go n pick on ur own weakness then?

i m back i m back !!! lolz...

-cough cough sniff sniff-
my nose is killing mi.. i wanna kill it man.. lolz..
hectic days.... went to sentosa on sunday wif dillon spencer hanz peisun n edward...
saw wenxin there.. all of us was like trying to dump spencer in the sea... n it required such an enomorous effort man.. -_- *faint

went sentosa wif lucas today... its tanning n tanning... yip.. n we played frisbee.. hooray.. lolz..
after which rushed off for my tuition.. woah.. for the first time i shouted at them man.. think it realli stun those kids la.. but they realli get my nerves at times.. lolz.. n there they were "yan-jiu-ing" abt my bf.. -_- kids.. nowadays simply think too much... *faint
n i jus reached home.. -_- tired like hell lolz...
went to lingzi's hse after my tuition.. lolz.. went to borrow shirts.. hee...
last mine say tml got interview.. dotz man... hope i dont look stupid in formal tml.. lolz..

tired man... update again another time...

-sniff sniff cough cough-

woah... i realli put in effort to edit this blogskin.. lol... n am i damn proud of wat i did man ! =) hehe... right right... i m lame-o-ing..

back to slp !!!!!

i feel so terrible.. omg.....i m sick... n its the worse time ever... it felt so terrible tt i can even drop my tears... sheez.... so so so deadly sick..

someone help mi.... zzzzzz

haha.. long time since i blog eh... erm.. had a superb time these few days... actualli not so though.. haha.. but kinda fruitful lol.. =)


-Friday-
had lesson till 12.. n went home lo.. there was supposed to be a movie outing.. but god knows why it had been cancelled.. lolz.. took a rest at home n prepared for my tuition wif those bratty kids.. haha..


oh gosh.. i was late for the tuition session.. lol.. n all the kids are so sweet.. they even greeted mi when i entered the classroom.. haha... okok.. i did tried to be strict wif them.. stated my rules and everything.. n they so gladly agreed to my rules.. haha.. handed out crossword puzzles for them.. they are so cute when doing them.. lolz...


but whu knows.. they turned disastrous in the second hour.. -_- i nearly strangled them.. haha.. but ar well.. kids are stil kids after all eh? they can turn into brats when playing game.. pushing each other.. scolding each other.. lolz...=p


after a tiring session.. haha.. am i glad or wat... ky came to fetch mi... but tts cos he wanted to send tong's monitor to his cousin hse in bp... but stil thanks for sending mi ar !! e moment i step in his car.. i was grumbling like hell haha.. half way thru.. dillon called mi saying they are at a pub in marina is it? lolz.. so ky drove mi over... thanks guy.. ! =pPp


went looking for them.. tts spencer hanz cindy rh dillon cheewee... tok to them till abt 2 plus? went home ko !! haha...


-Saturday-
practically slping the whole day.. ahha... till i got woke up cheewee's call !!! -_-
damn tired.. haha.. cancelled all outings... n pig at home.. lolz..


-Sunday-
went to sentosa !!! whoooo... hehe.. omg... so shiok man..
met up wif lucas at hf.. when weiling called mi half way thru... so we went to join her, regine and kok wee.. =) practically was sun-tanning there.. n shoot ! i got sun burn.. -_-
played volleyball wif kokwee's frens.. lolz.. so funni...
saw edward n peisun when we were heading back.. lolz..
all of us was so burnt.. especialli mi n kok wee !! =(
saw a pink top at red2 tt i wanna buy.. lolz.. wanted to take a closer look... but got pulled away by whu lehz.. other than than tt lucas.. -_- nvm.. i shall make my way there some day lolz.. =)
went to bp plaza.. lolz.. guess wat the whole shopping centre was undergoing some massive discount on tt day !!!! i realli did a major shopping.. haha..
bought a jacket for 14 onli... bought a shorts for 19.. bought ear-rings at 4.. bought shower foam n facial foam.. whhee... haha.. so now i m broke.. lolz.. -_-


-Monday-
normal day at school... sz was telling mi abt the sales at perlini's silver.. got to go see soon !!! need to clear out my old stuffs... make room for new ones.. =) hee.. rush home to finish up my Plant design w4... finally i finished.. haha... so happi... got to do resume soon... n prepare my materials for the kids.. =)
hee... i signed up my TX card !!! yipee.. lolz.. kinda blur abt it.. gonna read up the catelogue soon.. -breams- saw a reebok top i wanted to buy... omg so mani things to buy.. betta save up.. haha..

this is the second time i m typing this post.. !!! grr..lol


alright !!! i had a great time today !!! hehe..
its only 1 hr lesson today..
met up wif lucas at clementi.. n off to sentosa we go !! =p
but due to some delays.. lol.. we reached there quite late i guess...


wanted to suntan.. haha.. dumb.. in the end there wasnt any sun around.. gez..
n it started raining.. geez.. such a spoiler man.. decided to go change..
initial plan was to go underwater world.. lolz.. but it somehow got changed?


went to tiong bahru plaza for movie.. lol.. watched hitch again.. hhaa..
cos of some promises la hur.. =pPp but the movie's great.. stil so entertaining even i watched it the second time.. lol..
went to meet up wif my dad.. everytime i see him i jus cant help feeling sad?
i realli can feel the dist betw us now.. gosh.. -_-


went to eat sakae sushi wif lucas.. haha.. -slurps- !!!
so shuang man !! we jitao is take n take dont care de.. dotz..
but haha.. veri veri veri nice !!! =)
omg.. the bill shot up to 60 plus u know ! -_-!! lolz..
but its worth it... definitely !! lolz...


went home.. n its plant design n plant design again.. -_-
my life totally revolves around it now..
but i finished my plant n equipment layout !! woohoo!!
a great sense of satisfaction when i look at them..
suzhen even said it looks so pro.. haha..


grinz =)

i finally watched hitch today !!! lol...
initially wanted to watch wif e class on friday.. but.... nvm..
lol.. went town for the movie... yup yup !!
its realli nice... quite hilarous to some extent..
i must say i picked up some pointers from the movie.. =)


went shopping around.. looking for my belt..
i realli combed the whole building of heeren, cine, wisma..
n its one of my most fruitful shopping trips...
i have alreadi made a mental note of wat i wanna buy.. =)
time to save up !! need to revamp my wardrobe.. yea yea..


hee.. found 2 belts from esprit tt i wanted to buy !!!
found 2 tops from guess..

nice nice rite? hehe.. alright.. need to save up save up !! lolz...


went to dinner at din tai feng.. erm.. not veri nice though...
went home after tt... tired man.. -_-
not much comment...
jus hope tt u can move on n see the beautiful world outside yea?
there's alot more things worth fighting for.. all the best! =)

haha.. i just finished watching moulin rouge... omg.. it rocks man.. =) no doubt it has a sad ending.. but i simply loved watching it !! i love musicals to every bits.. hee.. next show i m gonna watch is phantom of the opera ! =pPp


the whole stage, lightings, costumes and everything is so fantastic.. the guy is so romantic.. omg.. i cfm will melt if anyone does tt to mi.. haha.. in a dreamy mood alreadi.. lol.. after all these years i finally managed to watch this show..


imagine that a guy wrote a song for u just to help u remind of him wherever n watever u are doing... so romantic rite? haha.. uploaded the song to my blog.. jus hearing the song makes all my emotions flowing.. haha.. the song is just so perfect for the movie.. =) got to buy tt honey dvd i saw! haha.. cos it covers the dance moves... so i m so getting my hands on it!!


thumbs up thumbs up !! haha.. anyway... i received warning letter le.. my first ever warning letter from sp.. -_- got to buck up.. no more skipping of lessons.. n i mean it ! =)


was flipping thru some health magazines the past few days... n i suddenly felt so guilty! i m consuming lotsa junk foods down my system.. n it is definitely not going to do any good in few years down the road.. n guess wat.. i made up my mind to exercise every single day n to eat lotsa veg every day !! plus plus less oily stuffs.. more daily stuffs.. for the past 3 days i did all of tt !! amazing huh! hehe.. i m so proud of myself duhz! haha.. got to keep this going.. =)

alrightee !

i m back..
haha.. becoming a pig these days man..
sleep n sleep..
never seems to be enough for mi hur...

its been busy this week..lotsa things happened..haiz
exams drawing near.. projects due dates up soon..
-takes a deep breath-
i can do it! =)

met up wif ronghua, cindy, cheewee, spencer..
kk.. this gathering was planned by ronghua
cos he says its a long time since he saw mi..
n somehow i became the planner again.. haha..dotz..
had dinner.. wanted to catch a movie-hitch!
but no timing =(
anyone wanna watch? haha.. =p

went to ps to chat.. haha.. played games wif them..
jitao laugh till all of us peng man... its veri fun!

haha.. jus did a quiz...


You are the Spirit of Peace. Purity is your gift,
it sends away anybody with bad intentions,
people just look at you and know that you are
special, you have a sort of angel-like aura
about you that says 'i'm pure'. People just
cannot stay away from you, they want to be like
you and have that same aura, so friends are
easy for you to make, and your gift tells you
whether they are good or not. A partner is just
the same, they have to be of a good heart.

okok.. i m kinda feeling bored over here..
shall find something more interesting to blog again..